Not much is going on in the dating world. Okay, nothing is going on in the dating world. I deleted one online dating website profiles and put one on hold. The word escapes me. Not delete but something else. It makes it look deleted but I un-held it and still no success.
I kind of think I should message this guy who messaged me prior to my hold since he wasn't appealing then but seems to be now for some reason. I can't figure it out. He's not hot but we have a lot in common and the new pictures he added while I was away are making me think I was stupid for not messaging him before. Plus I have an excuse. Sigh. Maybe I will do that. Even if nothing comes of it, it might be nice to send a message instead of get one.
Speaking of getting some. My ex is talking about coming to visit. I need sex and he's a good source. I just worry about what may happen in the time when sex is not occurring. He's a little.....unpredictable. Which is totally ironic now that I think about it because the title of the craigslist ad he responded to of mine was "I'm so Unpredictable, I'm Predicable." I now see why he responded.
While we are on the subject of craigslist ads, he said he posted one for a suicide partner. WTF? How are you going to tell me that? You are that co-dependent that you need a partner to commit suicide? I roll my eyes. Not because I'm insensitive but because I don't know where to go with this information. Sometimes it seems like he threatens suicide for fun but then makes it clear he won't do it. Welllll sounds like you need some help and while I'd love to have sex, that isn't going to solve the problem. I take mental illness very seriously and know he needs help but can't seem to figure out how to facilitate that, considering we live 500 miles away and he's my EX not my current. During the time we spent together I did everything in my power to try to get him help. Maybe I'll call his mom, she clearly knows when things are going on but sometimes I feel like she needs a good nudge from the SRBG. I wish I had her email address instead, I feel bad calling and ratting out my ex when he tells me things in confidence. At one point does it become not in confidence anymore?
You see my dilemma.
