This week I will meet a nice man and have dinner.
I will get up the balls to ask out the dude I have a crush on.
On Saturday I will flirt like there's no tomorrow with strangers I will never see again.
Putting on a semi-slutty outfit seems like a good idea because who really fucking cares what other people thing. I'm not ACTUALLY a slut.
Getting laid wouldn't be the end of the world.
He is on his way.
Monday, July 25, 2011
Thursday, July 7, 2011
I'm Mad At YOU!
Have you ever been really mad at someone you don't even know. I know this is beyond pathetic. So far beyond that I can't even bring myself to face my own reflection in the mirror.
I'm obsessed with a man I don't know. Period. We see each other at least once a week and today he has taken to completely ignoring me. It makes me mad. Really pissed off that I feel like I was attempting to overcome my chronic bitchface to smile at him, to look him in the eyes and nothing. He seriously looked like he hates me.
I know I AM NOT CRAZY. There is something there and I'm getting really annoyed. If he just didn't notice me and the fact that we see each other every week then he wouldn't avoid me. I don't look like a creep. Haha.
Fuck this entire blog has turned into the Semi-Reformed Bad Girl who has major issues. I still feel like I will want to remember this.
I go from being pissed at him to being pissed at myself for being pissed at him. I am almost to the point where I need straight up rejection to get me out of this whole thing.
He is beautiful....even when he's decided to take on my bitchface.
I'm obsessed with a man I don't know. Period. We see each other at least once a week and today he has taken to completely ignoring me. It makes me mad. Really pissed off that I feel like I was attempting to overcome my chronic bitchface to smile at him, to look him in the eyes and nothing. He seriously looked like he hates me.
I know I AM NOT CRAZY. There is something there and I'm getting really annoyed. If he just didn't notice me and the fact that we see each other every week then he wouldn't avoid me. I don't look like a creep. Haha.
Fuck this entire blog has turned into the Semi-Reformed Bad Girl who has major issues. I still feel like I will want to remember this.
I go from being pissed at him to being pissed at myself for being pissed at him. I am almost to the point where I need straight up rejection to get me out of this whole thing.
He is beautiful....even when he's decided to take on my bitchface.
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