Have you ever been really mad at someone you don't even know. I know this is beyond pathetic. So far beyond that I can't even bring myself to face my own reflection in the mirror.
I'm obsessed with a man I don't know. Period. We see each other at least once a week and today he has taken to completely ignoring me. It makes me mad. Really pissed off that I feel like I was attempting to overcome my chronic bitchface to smile at him, to look him in the eyes and nothing. He seriously looked like he hates me.
I know I AM NOT CRAZY. There is something there and I'm getting really annoyed. If he just didn't notice me and the fact that we see each other every week then he wouldn't avoid me. I don't look like a creep. Haha.
Fuck this entire blog has turned into the Semi-Reformed Bad Girl who has major issues. I still feel like I will want to remember this.
I go from being pissed at him to being pissed at myself for being pissed at him. I am almost to the point where I need straight up rejection to get me out of this whole thing.
He is beautiful....even when he's decided to take on my bitchface.
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